Self-Absorbed Little Me.

I've been listening to songs today, songs that I love and therefore, I've been emo-ing all day. I don't really know why. Probably all the loneliness la. I can't stay in the house all day again. I really don't want to.

So, I'm going to go to Pyramid tomorrow. Just window shopping. I will fight hard not to go to Fridays because I really don't need all that hurt. 

I shall, however, buy me and mama some book lights and maybe even find that tank top.

I was looking for some ebooks online (free downloads) but I couldn't find any. So then, I looked through Liz's thumbdrive. Lo and behold, I found The Hunger Games Trilogy!! Also, a few other books that I wanted to read too!:) Awesome. She also has the Inheritance Cycle, sans the 4th book 'cause it wasn't released till a while ago.

Anyway, my kindle may not be as well stocked as Mama's is but I think I have enough books to last the entire Euro trip. Don't know how much reading I'll be doing anyway. Oh well.

I can't wait to just go. An escape is welcomed. Like, seriously. I want to just go. No contact with everyone here. I want to immerse myself in foreignness. When I come back, I will be a changed person (I'm unsure of the exact details of the changes that will eventually take place). The rest of the world will be the same but I will be a changed person and maybe that'll help me.

This year seems to be limbo. I haven't started Uni (my own choice) 'cause I want to start in September but at this moment, I don't know if I'm going to register in time (my other voice: I'm sure I will. I'm just worrying unnecessarily). Ahhh!