Time To Move Forward..

I slept at 3am this morning because my nerves refused to calm down. Once I finally fell asleep, I woke up 5 hours later because my nerves were acting up again. By 8.30am, I was dressed and ready to collect my results. Waiting for the results was even more nerve wrecking than the actually exam! Anyway, here it goes:

BM - A-
BI - A+
Maths - A+
Moral - A
Sej - B
Phy - B+
Chem - B+
Bio - A-
AddMath - B+
Est - A+

Eng GCE - 1A

Overall, I'm sad I didn't get 7 A's but I'm glad I got more than 5. I am very happy about the GCE result too. I'm so proud of myself and all of my friends. We all did well. I'm also happy that I made my mother and brother proud. Today was a good day. I can't wait to go back to work tomorrow. Raja boss owe's me a meal!

Now, it's time to really decide what I want. I'm trying to get a scholarship to Lim Kok Wing to study English. if I don't get it, I'll go to form 6 and then get into UM. After that, I want to write. Either creative writing or journalism. This really is it.

Puffy Day

Yay! I bought myself a new notebook. Popular didn't have my favourtie Premier brand notebook so I bought a different one. There's a picture of a parrot on it.



During break, I ate some mini cream puff from Jusco. F.Y.I: I'm a huge cream puff fan! I have to say, they weren't all that good. The best cream puff I've eaten (and I'll eaten alot of cream puffs) is from the Hartamas Shopping Centre Bakery. The cream is just great and the puff is wonderful. Put it together and you'll get the best cream puffs ever. Nothing has topped that so far.

Roll out was going on today. Everyone was on their best behaviour. Everyone was on edge too because the big bosses were there. :D

Work was slow today too. The only thing that's keeping my stomach churn is the oncoming SPM results. I'm so nervous! It's exactly how I felt when taking my UPSR and PMR results. I do hope I make myself and everyone I love proud. Once I get my results, I have to move on. I have to start thinking about my future. I have to make plans and execute them well. Life awaits. :P

Short Update..

Work today was both fun and stressful. Lunch and dinner was really busy and we even had a two page long waiting list. The best part was that no one from the waiting list cancelled at all. It was a successful night :) Everyone was busy today so I didn't really get to spend time with some of my favourite colleagues. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

By the way, SPM results is out on the 11th, which is this Thursday. I'm so nervous!

Lazy to blog now, so chao!

Revived..

These past few days have been fun. Going to work is now fun again. I've seen June alot more this week which is a huge plus point. The dubs are all fun to be around too. I'm really going to miss them if either one of us have to leave.

By the way, SPM results are out on the 11th of March '10, Thursday. I can't wait! My heart is pumping like mad. Partly because I can't wait to see how I did and partly because I can't wait for the wait to be over.

Anyway, I'm actually too lazy to blog now. So, adios!

Freedom Has Settled In..

Today was just awesome!

Me and Nadiah (Nadiah did all the work) baked a cake for the farewell party.

It taste good if I do say so myself.

After the cake baking, i went to the salon to get my hair done. I did it to mark my post-SPM, pre-STPM days. Here's how it went..
I had my hair bleached first so that the colour would stand out
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Here I am with red highlights! (cant really see it in this picture)

Anyway, the red hair is like a flag marking my 'freedom'. I honestly couldn't stop smiling all through the process because I was so excited. I think some of the customers we're a little freaked at my expression. But I feel awesome now.

After that I had a farewell party thrown by our tuition class. The teachers are really great. They're all so friendly, like kids themselves (perasan muda!). I'm really going to miss them.

Sir Suben in white, Sir Jai is the fair one in black

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So that was the day!!!

This Is Not How I Pictured It

It has been a terrible day. I thought that finishing SPM meant that I would enjoy life and freedom a bit more than usual. Turns out, I was a little wrong. Everything seems to be going haywire now. Things getting lost, people getting stressed. If this is what freedom after SPM feels like, then I think I'd like to go back to form 4 please!! I hope tomorrow gets better.

Enough about the day. Time for me to reflect about the day's revelation. I realised today that I actually still have a lot of things to learn. I may know a lot about somethings, but evidently, I don't know anything about a lot of things. I've realised that I have to be humble and accept whatever lessons I get, no questions asked. I'm not all-knowing. So, I just have to accept that there are older and wiser people out there. And the only way for me to be completely accepting of other views is, I have to first be honest. Honest in everything I do and say. Only after that can I really learn from LIFE, I think.

I also realised that I've grown up alot this past year. I probably still have a lot of growing up to do but I'm proud of how far I've come:) I'm not the same person I was 1 year ago. And I don't think I'll be the same person I am now, next year. We're always changing. It's evolution. I think.. no.. I know that I've finally come to terms with that.

Anyway, I probably sound to philosophical already. But this blog is a place for me to turn my thoughts into writing. So, chao!